MEDICINE WOMAN, HEALER, HEART ACTIVATOR

My early years...

I spent the beginning of my childhood roaming the desert of New Mexico and Arizona. It was the training ground for heart break and only the beginning of a walk in harsh territory. It was the Fertile ground to nurture a healer’s heart. 

I spent my early 20's studying massage therapy and many different modalities of body work. That lead to a practice of over 13 years working with clients and navigating deep processes with a variety of clients.

I was also tutored by nature early in my walk. I consider this one of my greatest teachers, as I lived in the wilderness and learned from the land as a guidance counselor and walked with troubled teenagers in a wilderness survival program. That led to the beginning of my deep study with the work of the heart.

Much of my growth and discouragement took place within to very difficult marriages in my 20s and 30s. These challenges were the awakening of my heart to healing my narrative around love and belonging.

I believe our deepest pain and suffering through it can become the tutor of our greatest gifts.

The lack of love and connection I experienced as a child and as a married adult has been the training grounds for the deepest understanding of what unconditional love truly means and how to steward that love and this truth: “Love is the answer, what’s the question?” 

The business of Love and Aesthetics.

In my 30s I was a thriving interior designer with a wedding and events business that was taking all of my energy and time. From the outside, others might have viewed my life as thriving. The truth is I was creating environments for everyone else to grow in love while I was living in a barren desert void of love.

I finally got real with myself and realized that success in the world did not equal satisfaction or true peace in my spirit or heart.

2012 to Present 

I finally left my second abusive relationship after eight and a half years and embarked on a journey to explore my truest identity. It feels like I’ve been a thousand versions of myself since then. 

Growing up in the religious indoctrination of Mormonism created many programs to explore and delete. As I started to rediscover my true nature after leaving my marriage, my community and my religion, I got to explore all the possibilities of what felt truly in alignment for me. 

Part of that discovery lead me back to my healing roots, and my passion for creating experiences. I spent seven years curating a weddings and events business to be brought back to body work, breath work, meditation and plant medicine healing modalities. 

You might wonder what plant medicine is or why I use the term. All plants hold a unique intelligence. Mushrooms or psilocybin are the original plant teacher to all of the plants. My study with them began over 10 years ago. First, in my own journey of healing. As I was on my journey I learned I had a special relationship with Psilocybin, I could go into deep processes and hold space for others while tapping into divine guidance to how to support them as they worked with that medicine. 

I have had the privilege of continuing that journey and education with this plant medicine (psilocybin) over that ten year time span. 

I had the privilege of going to the Amazon jungle to study with plants and a Shaman from Peru. It was far from what I expected to experience and a very deep teacher. Along my path I have incorporated other healing modalities to support this medicine journey for others as I’ve expanded my tool belt. 

Breath work, meditation, sound therapy , and serving hapé (shamanic snuff) have become beautiful allies in holding space with psilocybin. They have also taught me their power individually without the use of plant medicine. 

I spent a year studying pranayama practices and meditation practices which have greatly expanded my understanding of the power of those modalities. It has also aided me in my own healing journey by incorporating a daily practice of meditation and breath work. 

My hearts greatest desire is to help teach these tools and create experiences for others to remember their own greatness. I look forward to discovering your unique gifts and unraveling the layers back to your truest self. I believe our life is our creation and our greatest teacher. It is up to us to see, feel and integrate our life's teachings into our deepest wisdom. 

We’re the wisdom keepers of divine intelligence - sometimes we forget. My life’s mission is to help my family and this earth family to remember that we’re everything we’ve been seeking. The answers and healing starts with us, one heart at a time. 

I look forward to taking this journey with you in whatever capacity aligns for you and I. After all, we’re just walking each other home. 

With the deepest love and gratitude, Lettie Rose